I know i’m a Christian & I shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like these prurient little ones running through my mind, but my body seems to have the upper hand these days; I’m sure this is as a result of not feeding my spirit man enough.
Throwing all caution to the wind, I call her up. I’m certain she would make the rendezvous I had in mind, cos she’d do just about anything to pleasure me.
Its Friday once again, and I sure am thanking God; the week sure has been stressful, I haven’t had time to think outside this box (the firm I work at and my job description).
7:02pm – So I’m having a few bottles of beer at some joint, a nice serene garden with a myriad of options when it comes to what to eat (pleasant obstacles).
I’ve got my android tab in one hand, I’m scrolling through a novel that has got my rapt attention for the past week and my beer is in the other; I like to drink straight from the bottle, especially since I am not too sure of the hygienic standards at any public place.
We already agreed to spend the Friday night hanging out together, what she didn’t know was what plans I had exactly not that I think she would mind. We had texted back and forth at different times during office hours, giving her the impression that I had her in mind despite my seemingly busy schedule.
7:35pm – She pulls into Movic Gardens opposite Abia house in Wuse 2/Central Area with her ox red 2013 Honda Civic (this is the year 2014); Abuja is really confusing, different zones spill into one another and you can’t tell for sure where some places are located.
I flirt a little with her over bbm playing describe while at it; a treasure hunt of some sorts with clues leading up to the prize – me. I’m enjoying myself just watching her walk sensually about looking for me; she’s clad in a black pencil skirt and a grey cashmere top looking exceptionally sexy and official at the same time. From where I’m conveniently tucked away, I see her start to get frustrated with the search…so I stand and wave at her.
The hug is long and needy, feels like a two way street.
It’s obvious I can no longer read my novel, though I’d rather I had 5 more minutes cos I had gotten to a really interesting point.
We have always had good conversations but that wasn’t all we had, it was hard not to notice the strong chemistry; Movic soon became boring and the both of us needed to unwind, it had sure been a stressful week. Next stop is ‘PLAY’, the top-notch lounge that doubles as some sort of club and we sure did party hard. The weekend moves so fast and before we know it, its…
Sunday morning – even though we didn’t have another round of sex at past 12am on Saturday, I still feel unclean and unfit to worship in the house of the Lord; It feels like my sinful nature would be obvious to even the most unsuspecting eye.
See the resultant effect of 45 minutes (or less) of pleasure?
It was good no doubt but I was succumbing to the norm; giving into the pleasures and needs of the body, letting it determine my pace and fate.. Nobody ever got so far if they always gave in to the needs of their body.
But His mercies are new every morning, and salvation is also for Christians too. God doesn’t want us to hide away in sin, instead we should draw closer as His words and gathering of other brethren help us become Christ-like (Christians).
Determine who is in control and assert that authority.
Your mind is more efficacious (powerful, effective, competent) than your body.